Sorry for my lack of existence...again... still... more... I've been bein' all that I can be as a sweet and simple teen. And guess what I'm turning 16. And for once I don't care if y'all know it. Woo go me *pride.* Now here's whats gone down:

1) My last two sisters, ages 3, Marie and Andrea died on the 20th of February, the day after my last journal. Cancer. Again.
2) My best friend went insane and had to be instatutionalized.
3) My boyfriend got accepted to CCA. By hun, no one else is stickin' around, so you go a head too. Ta Ta.
4) My mother offically became an alcoholic.
5) My good friend Morgane decided she can't come out and visit cause hey, texas air is more important to her then me.
6) My other good friend, Jamie, decided that her dead beat boyfriend is more important then me so she's still in South Carolina.
7) My dad announces he's getting married. He hasn't been divorced for a year.

So there we have it. My life in the past 3 months. I saw a few good movies, and my dog ran away for a couple hours but I really didn't think those things compaired to the other listers. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for my dad, and for Rob. Go them. And as for Jamie, I'm sorry her dead beat boyfriend dumped her two days after she decides she won't come out to visit. But hey if I'm spacin' out on y'all thats because I'm off in my happy place called denial. Pretending that I'm actually being raised in a half insane family and might just have a chance of being 3% normal. So excuse me.